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Monday, June 19, 2006

    so far this summer, i have come to the self-unrealization that many things that i thought i knew about me, i don't. aren't you suppose to "find yourself" in college? i don't think i did. i just don't feel consistant as a person. in some situations i am one way, but in others i am another way. or maybe the situations are totally different so they require totally different responses? anyway, i just don't like living in two different worlds. :(


Monday, May 08, 2006

Sometimes I wonder if it's just me that sees so many flaws in people and then goes on to consider them annoying. I wonder about those people who seem to be able to love anybody and not let their imperfections eliminate the chances for any kind of loving relationship. It just seems so natural for them. What I want is for me to see people how God sees people. I can't because I'm CONSTANTLY judging others and seeing other's selfishness and pride. On the other hand...I love loving people who are easy to love. :) Yeah, it's pretty selfish...


Tuesday, February 14, 2006

so, i'm afraid of knives, and lately i've been having these aweful, gory thoughts of me running my finger across a very sharp blade. thinking about it is so painful to the point of me actually grabbing my finger to stop the bleeding. sometimes when i get started, i can't stop. it's very weird. i wonder why i keep doing this to myself.

anyway, happy valentine's day! :) mine was pretty nice, i got yummy burger boy! what about you?


Thursday, January 05, 2006

wow. i skipped the whole month of december with updates! CRAZY! this break has been surprisingly really busy for me. i've gotten to hang out a lot with many different people. it's funny how we all go home to our respective places over the break and it's like we resume our "old" life. at least that's how it's been for me. i think this break has been really really fun at some points, but then there IS the added drama. definately ready to take a break from that. i think the high point of my time here is going to cajun's warf (wharf, whatever) because i finally got to dance. i'm sure it had been years since i went clubbing....wait...just hk. but yeah, that was really fun, even though they played like country music half the time. who clubs to country music? not i!

oh yeah, going to the casino's for the first and second time in my life was fun, too! fortunately, i pretty much broke even with the two times combined. i got free drinks AND buffet, as well. yummy....

now i just wonder how my last semester will be.


Wednesday, November 23, 2005

YAY!!!! only 14 hours until I'm on my merry little way back up to Arkansas! I love, I love, I love! Speaking of love...a particular passage that's been on my mind for the past few days: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. -1 Cor 13...and that, my friends, is one of my favorite parts of the Bible. I guess I find a lot of hope in it. The fact that love is all of those things, and the fact that love does exist is really encouraging. The hard part is making sure that love is a part of all our relationships with others....yeah, that's really hard.

...back to me being excited about home....YAAAAY!!! i get to see my brother....YAY!!!! i get to see Jamila maybe lyndsey...and almost maybe Yehua...and maybe jason...and whoever else....pooh, i can't think, but....YAY!!!!

I love.



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