so, i'm afraid of knives, and lately i've been having these aweful, gory thoughts of me running my finger across a very sharp blade. thinking about it is so painful to the point of me actually grabbing my finger to stop the bleeding. sometimes when i get started, i can't stop. it's very weird. i wonder why i keep doing this to myself.

anyway, happy valentine's day! :) mine was pretty nice, i got yummy burger boy! what about you?

wow. i skipped the whole month of december with updates! CRAZY! this break has been surprisingly really busy for me. i've gotten to hang out a lot with many different people. it's funny how we all go home to our respective places over the break and it's like we resume our "old" life. at least that's how it's been for me. i think this break has been really really fun at some points, but then there IS the added drama. definately ready to take a break from that. i think the high point of my time here is going to cajun's warf (wharf, whatever) because i finally got to dance. i'm sure it had been years since i went clubbing....wait...just hk. but yeah, that was really fun, even though they played like country music half the time. who clubs to country music? not i!

oh yeah, going to the casino's for the first and second time in my life was fun, too! fortunately, i pretty much broke even with the two times combined. i got free drinks AND buffet, as well. yummy....

now i just wonder how my last semester will be.